Mostly my days are neutral. They are neither good nor bad. Just normal days.
But when I happen to have a good day and good mood, the next two days are bad. I’m sad and feel bad, etc. I never could understand why the hell it happens. And I still don’t understand it. Bad mood comes to me out of blue. One wrong word of my friend and I become bitchy.
I was thinking about it a lot and I still didn’t find any solution. Things that yeah, make me sad or depressed, but I don’t freak over it, through my bad days are like hell. I think like it’s such a terrible thing and that I want to get rid of it as soon as possible. While good days I think about those problems like something I can live with and somehow fix.
I hope soon bad days will leave me alone finally and I’ll only have good days.