Everything in life is made to change. Weather, nature, humans. Nothing ever is the same twice. Each second gives us new experiences, new feelings, new opinions.
We are not the same as we were a year ago, a month ago, a day ago, a second ago. Constantly we learn new things, we have new hopes, new expectations.
Everyday we see a world around us with different eyes. Once it interests us, once it bores us, once it speaks to us.
Evolution is a part of our lives. We never are the same, because we are made to improve ourselves in every possible way. We all are a divine creation, we are made to be the best version of ourselves, to be perfect.
I used to feel bad that I don’t remember 98% of my life till now. I don’t remember my childhood, I don’t remember school times, I hardly even remember my college times. I felt bad I don’t have any memories. I remember only single scenes from my life, accidental situations.
I felt bad until I thought that maybe there is a reason for it. Maybe I’m not supposed to remember things that hurt me or would make me a worse human being. Maybe I remember only moments which are supposed to teach me something, give me a lesson for future.
I’m not a religious person nor am I a philosopher or nature worshipper. I’m just an average Earth citizen who wants to be the best version of herself.
We are made to change and I won’t miss anymore who I used to be, what I used to have, what I used to feel. I won’t suffer about the past. I’ll look into the future. I’ll work hard to be the perfect me.
On body and soul. Amen.