Each one of us is looking for perfect love. Love we don’t know yet, love which will surprise us or love we already know and we are looking for it again.
I had love which was perfect for me and when it finished due to some reasons I was looking for it again. Of course, every love is different, but I wanted to feel how I felt before.
I knew what I was looking for, how I wanted to feel. But everything changed today.
Everything I was dreaming about vanished. I found out about something what hurted me and my idea of love changed totally.
I lost faith in true love and I don’t know if I want it now. Does it even exist?
Last few years of my life were just an illusion. Illusion of love I thought I’m looking for. Right now, I have no idea what I want and do I want it. Will I ever feel the way I felt before? Was it even real? Maybe all of it was just a lie?
I used to be a dreamer. I dreamt about finding my own prince charming and feel as I never felt before. But today I had a feel of reality and I don’t like it.
I don’t know if I believe in love anymore. At least for now I’m pretty sure I don’t.