I’m preparing for my friend’s birthday and I decided to wear a simple dress which I have since years.
I’m wearing it for Christmas usually.
I tried to take a pic in it and result shocked me.
I’m just fat.
Not some very very fat, but too fat for my physique.
I’m disgusted with myself right now.
I’ve never been thin, but I used to weight a lot less and I just looked good.
Right now, I can’t even look at myself. I can’t believe I let it happen.
I let my depression take control over me and I lost a lot of time.
It’s time for hard work starting now!