I don’t know what is going on with me lately. I feel strange. I can’t even name it. I cry every 5 minutes without a reason. It feels like my body is going through some crisis.
I would gladly spend my life in bed in parents’ house without even going out anywhere. As I love Warsaw I don’t want to be there anymore. What the hell brain?
I’m not sure is it caused by a failure in looking for a job, bad luck which killed my cat and laptop or return of my depression.
I don’t know what to do with my life at this point. Should I keep looking for a job in Warsaw and make master or accept my friend’s offer to take a break from everything and leave Poland for a while or even forever?
I hope my mind gets stable soon or I will get crazy. This situation is making me tired mentally and physically.