Since a while I feel like there is a missing puzzle in my life. The worst is that I have no idea what is that and I don’t know how to find it.
In theory everything is ok. I’m healthy, I have places to live in, food to eat, I’m studying, I make my dream about blog truth, but I can’t enjoy it at all. I need something else, but how to find it?
I spend my days on thinking what is the puzzle. I admit, I don’t live the life I want, but I’m patient to work for it. First I want to finish college and gain some work experience.
This thing doesn’t let me have peace and happy life. I get annoyed, angry and mean in a second. At the moment I have everything I need. So what’s that?
It has been like that since several years and I still can’t find it. I’m not even close. I hope I’ll discover it soon or I won’t find serenity in my life any time soon and that will make me crazy.